Monday, July 17, 2017

ABANDONED

Today I feel abandoned.......

I will not finish the sentence because I just cannot.

Last night, I cried again, but was determined to stop posting about this horrible pain I feel.

We had the house carpets cleaned.  I was sitting waiting for them to dry, watching TV.

Like a huge wave, again, I became overwhelmingly sad.  I fought tears.  Tonight has been stress and sadness. 

I'm very tired, very, very, tired.

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2 comments:

Donald Fishgrab said...

What a miracle that God allows us to grieve a little at a time instead of dumping it all on us at once. He hasn't forgotten you. He brought back a memory of your time together, and while it reminds you of your son's absence, you can enjoy the memory.

Carol said...

Yes.