Saturday, September 16, 2017

OH IT'S CRYIN TIME AGAIN

The last two days have been drowned in my tears.  

Late this afternoon, I was alone and literally cried out to God....WHY?!  

If this is right, why does it feel so wrong?

People try to console me by telling me about people they have lost.  

You expect to loose grandparents, parents, possibly siblings but you never, ever expect to loose your child.

So, there is no comparison.  I have started saying that back to people.  How much harder it is.  It takes some back a bit.  I can tell by their reaction.

Why should I 'take it' when they have no clue what they are talking about with this?

ONLY another mother who has lost a child comes close to understanding.  

I have a friend that lost her mother a few years ago.  She has been compassionate and patient.  I appreciate it/her!

So, I just try to make it to night time and finishing just this day.  

It's called coping.


He was a big Titians Fan.  This is the family at a special day a few years ago.  Yes, that is the owner with the grands.  

Remembering the good times helps with the sting of your loss.

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Tuesday, September 5, 2017

SIX MONTHS

We are just a few hours away from the time you died, six months ago.  

It seems like an eternity.

People say it will get better but how can that be when it's just longer since the last time we saw you.

I still do not understand why.

I doubt I ever will understand why.



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Friday, September 1, 2017

HARVEY

Houston, my self proclaimed home town!  What a tragedy!

The water is trillion of gallons covering this wonderful place as well as miles of other places all around!

The water is only the first problem.

Many have died and will die.  The morgues are full with temporary ones being moved in to help with the overflow.

We really have no idea what a day will bring!

Praying for friends and family experiencing this nightmare.

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