Today I feel abandoned.......
I will not finish the sentence because I just cannot.
Last night, I cried again, but was determined to stop posting about this horrible pain I feel.
We had the house carpets cleaned. I was sitting waiting for them to dry, watching TV.
Like a huge wave, again, I became overwhelmingly sad. I fought tears. Tonight has been stress and sadness.
I'm very tired, very, very, tired.