OCTOBER

It's the first day of October.  

How can that be?

The year is going by much too fast but also turtle speed slow.

We visited the counselor at the Hospice location where you left this earth.

Our lives are going forward.  We cannot go back.  Forward is the only direction available.  As much as I try to resist, live by my emotions, life moves forward.

I'm doing what I can to survive, even limiting my Facebook activities.  

I've told the Hubby and DIL that if I make it through the night, I will get up, take a shower and eat something.  After that, I have no clue what will happen.  

In a way, it's easier that way.  

Even a to do list seems overwhelming.

Life goes on.

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